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it is just because you will just do as they want you to trifling no account fellows that nobody cares to see can come home any time of course I dont blame you for doing right or your duty but I think you are imposed upon because you have honor and principle scarce articles no doubt among the officers I have little hope of your getting home before your time is out and yet somehow I feel as though there was no use to write that maybe you may be here before this can reach you but I am weak and my mind unsteady at present I have had the headache for two days I feel so wretched sometime I almost think I wont be here to see you if you dont come before September but I suppose it is the nature of my disease but it rains eternally