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La Porte as possible. I can assure you it is not pleasant for me here as I am on mill paper to the amount of about 10,000 dollars. My Name has been taken off from about $5000 of paper since I left the Mill. I try to make the best of it & hope all will yet come out right. I am a going to get the best possible legal advice about that furniture & stock etc. etc. which I sold Mr.Weaver as trustee for you when I went out of the mill & if there is any possible hole or flaw in the matter I will try & have it made right. I have no doubt but that Bradly will do all he can to collect that note he holds against me & I want to pay it, but I do not intend that any property shall be sacrificed by sheriff sale in the matter. I cannot tell you how much I wish I was not involved at all in these matters but I am & must make the best of it.

                     Saturday Evening

When I commenced this letter I intended to have finished it & sent it to you at once, but I have not felt well for few days past, my old nervousness & dull pain in my head troubles me again & I have lost my appetite so that I eat mere nothing compared with what I did when I last saw you & my food hurts me. The food I get is cooked differently from what I get when at home & of a different kind. O, I do so wish we were living together again on our farm & that I could make things there so that you would be contented.