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of news- but I hope some of my better minutes started there as well.

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of work - three monstrous books, all ? upon all sweat upon I prayed I dreamt I cursed upon for years - I'm caught in the Loacoon sic Laocoon coils of this too-muchness - I get maddened like Tantalus with the feeling of being ? within my group ? of almost stung to death. The one thg, I think I am starving for publication : I have to get published, it maddens me not to get published . I feel at times