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In Winesburg. I felt it deeply but at the same time it rather puzzled me. I was young. Saturday I saw so many grotesques in Baltimore.why is it that some people ? Grotesque young and others grow old and even shapeless and still they do not become grotesque? I felt after talking to Walther what a profound discouragement and weariness there is among thinking people now. Of course it is a phase. I wonder what new life is gathering to burst forth. Perhaps it is because we are straddling the division between two vast eras in human life. Well I am thankful I have painting. no matter how complicated life becomes, painting is something elemental like making love to woman. Charles