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or doesnt I will send the $30. a month during the first school year after that we will see how the fates treat us & if all right it will go on but I hate to pledge myself far ahead life is so uncertain & I am so doubtful about it all. Dear Mary I dont know as It does you good for me to write you every thing is such a dull gray to me I fear it grows grayer as the time comes for it to turn black,

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