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May 10 - Friday prayer meeting at our house, a number of ? present and a very good meeting. God aid me to lead in prayer- thanks to his name alone.

  - May 11 - Saturday  ? May God aid me in the coming day that I be serious and thoughtful. I think ever sabbath I will try to day to come? to earth but I am not yet able to control my thoughts - perhaps I do not pray enough and aright for divine aid. Lord with thine aid will I endeavor to spend the morrow for thy glory - help me to pray for this with a true desire that it may be accomplished.

May 12 - Communion. I lament this day the worldliness of this heart - my thoughts have not been so constantly on heavenly themes as they might and ought to be. May God forgive and aid me hereafter. I have not enjoyed as much as I hoped I should - probably my own sinful heart prevented. O for more holiness and more humility. I am sensible I do not make effort enough to be always on my guard against temptation.