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  He did though.
  He did though.
  Not the things.
  Not the things.
  He was confused. he thought the things were a sign other children were loved.
  He was confused. He thought the things were a sign other children were loved.
   Its confused.  I'm always for? canfward? at Christmas.
   Its confused.  I've always been confused at Christmas.
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   I went to Pat Pallins new house. They have a 2 year old child - little pat.
   I went to Pat Pallins new house. They have a 2 year old child - little Pat.
Some one, Henry Staley perhaps, has given him a mechanical toy.
Some one, Henry Staley perhaps, have given him a mechanical toy.
He went up to it and kicked it to smitherines.  Just then - I had to hold myself back. I said
He went up to it and kicked it to smitherines.  
  Just then - I had to hold myself back. I said
nothing. I wanted to say - "kick the goddam thing again."
nothing. I wanted to say - "kick the goddam thing again."
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   It seems to me sometimes I am drawing near something. Perhaps I'm not ready yet.
   It seems to me sometimes I am drawing near something. Perhaps I'm not ready yet.
My days and nights are full of demons. I'm made no money this six months - a few hundred dollars.
My days and nights are full of demons. I've made no money these six months - a few hundred dollars.
I haven't saced. I dream of a book out of the rud of a drunken man - -
I haven't saved. I dream of a book out of the mind of a drunken man - -
   Can? pabending? - in a
   Came panhandling  - in a way - all

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He did though.
Not the things.
He was confused. He thought the things were a sign other children were loved.
 Its confused.   I've always been confused at Christmas.
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 I went to Pat Pallins new house. They have a 2 year old child - little Pat.

Some one, Henry Staley perhaps, have given him a mechanical toy. He went up to it and kicked it to smitherines.

Just then - I had to hold myself back. I said

nothing. I wanted to say - "kick the goddam thing again."

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 It seems to me sometimes I am drawing near something. Perhaps I'm not ready yet.

My days and nights are full of demons. I've made no money these six months - a few hundred dollars. I haven't saved. I dream of a book out of the mind of a drunken man - -

 Came panhandling  - in a way - all