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He did though. | He did though. | ||
Not the things. | Not the things. | ||
He was confused. | He was confused. He thought the things were a sign other children were loved. | ||
Its confused. I' | Its confused. I've always been confused at Christmas. | ||
* * * | * * * | ||
I went to Pat Pallins new house. They have a 2 year old child - little | I went to Pat Pallins new house. They have a 2 year old child - little Pat. | ||
Some one, Henry Staley perhaps, | Some one, Henry Staley perhaps, have given him a mechanical toy. | ||
He went up to it and kicked it to smitherines. Just then - I had to hold myself back. I said | He went up to it and kicked it to smitherines. | ||
Just then - I had to hold myself back. I said | |||
nothing. I wanted to say - "kick the goddam thing again." | nothing. I wanted to say - "kick the goddam thing again." | ||
_ _ _ _ | _ _ _ _ | ||
It seems to me sometimes I am drawing near something. Perhaps I'm not ready yet. | It seems to me sometimes I am drawing near something. Perhaps I'm not ready yet. | ||
My days and nights are full of demons. I' | My days and nights are full of demons. I've made no money these six months - a few hundred dollars. | ||
I haven't | I haven't saved. I dream of a book out of the mind of a drunken man - - | ||
Came panhandling - in a way - all |
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He did though. Not the things. He was confused. He thought the things were a sign other children were loved. Its confused. I've always been confused at Christmas. * * * I went to Pat Pallins new house. They have a 2 year old child - little Pat.
Some one, Henry Staley perhaps, have given him a mechanical toy. He went up to it and kicked it to smitherines.
Just then - I had to hold myself back. I said
nothing. I wanted to say - "kick the goddam thing again."
_ _ _ _ It seems to me sometimes I am drawing near something. Perhaps I'm not ready yet.
My days and nights are full of demons. I've made no money these six months - a few hundred dollars. I haven't saved. I dream of a book out of the mind of a drunken man - -
Came panhandling - in a way - all