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1202 Ashland Block  Chicago
[letterhead]1202 Ashland Block  Chicago
[Added note:  Probably 1913  no transcript]
[Added note:  Probably 1913  no transcript]


Mar 31
Mar 31
Dear Mary
Dear Mary
Has been sorry to hear of Sarahs illness and do hope she will get well and free.  of course neither she nor any one else will ever be very free but she might to get out of that she must.
Have been sorry to hear of Sarahs illness and  
   I did not say to Odetts that I was not going to Cal. or that I was happy, but he probably inferred both.  I will never be happy, no [?] will you, we were not made to be happy & yet I suppose I appear happy to him and I [?] not very much about Cal.  Do you know Mary [two unclear words] I am back I have been trying to to Cal. but always thought better of it all comes in and just keeps me here.  It is so hard to go back to the scene of all the indignities insults & humiliations I suffered there.  I was [six unclear words] to go.  It is lovely there & old friends are so many & dear and when I think of it is black cloud comes over the sky & cant get out from under it.  Gladly would I come to S.F. but I cant go there without going to the home of the [?] I
do hope she will get well and free.  of course  
neither she nor any one else will ever be very free  
but she might to get out of that she must.
   I did not say to Older that I was not going to  
Cal. or that I was happy, but he probably inferred  
both.- I will never be happy, no more will you, we  
were not made to be happy & yet I suppose I appear  
happy to him and I did not say much about  
Cal.  Do you know Mary ever since I came back I  
have been trying to go to Cal. but always the old
terror of it all comes in me and keeps me  
here.  It is so hard to go back to the scene of all  
the indignities insults & humiliations I suffered  
there.  I was helpless to persist  Of course I want
to go.  It is lovely there & the friends are so many  
& dear and when I think of it a black cloud  
comes over the sky & cant get out from under  
it.  Gladly would I come to S.F. but I cant go  
there without going to the home of the Angels.  I

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[letterhead]1202 Ashland Block Chicago [Added note: Probably 1913 no transcript]

Mar 31 Dear Mary Have been sorry to hear of Sarahs illness and do hope she will get well and free. of course neither she nor any one else will ever be very free but she might to get out of that she must. 

  I did not say to Older that I was not going to

Cal. or that I was happy, but he probably inferred both.- I will never be happy, no more will you, we were not made to be happy & yet I suppose I appear happy to him and I did not say much about Cal. Do you know Mary ever since I came back I have been trying to go to Cal. but always the old terror of it all comes in me and keeps me here. It is so hard to go back to the scene of all the indignities insults & humiliations I suffered there. I was helpless to persist Of course I want 

to go.  It is lovely there & the friends are so many

& dear and when I think of it a black cloud comes over the sky & cant get out from under it. Gladly would I come to S.F. but I cant go there without going to the home of the Angels. I

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