Talk:.NDU.MjI1Njc
I believe shes questioning the faith she was born in to, It would seem she is enamored with her new found perspective shes received through the contemplation of nature, and sacred geometry in which shes attracted the attention of "The Flower Of Life" as she draws it over and over again on every page. I believe she is also weighing what her previous view of God might do should she follow a seperate path with a more open view, and fears retribution may be sought out, she fears she will be barren should she take the risk and trust the energy before her.