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cheerful, but if we feel discontented and unhappy, unclear changed the unclear! although we may be in the same place that before seemed so changed, although the very same comforts surround us, all is now unclear]; everything seems to add to already sad feelings. Then, I guess I had better stop this lingo? -- as I said before, I feel pretty well today. I think I shall feel bad, very bad to leave the good folks here, they have been so good so very kind to me. I know that I never can repay them. Oh, my sisters, I cannot tell you, you never can know, in this world, how very much they have done for me. You can join with me in feeling grateful to them, and I unclear that you be, and that you love them for my sake: but still you cannot know, as I do, how very deeply I am indebted to these dear friends for all they have done for me. -- I did not go out yesterday afternoon it was so unpleasant, but I went up to the parlour instead. The girls played on the piano for me; I had a very pleasant time. Today I have been out again; it was rather cold but I had a thick shawl on and a hood, so I guess it did not hurt me. Thursday 22.-- You need not think that I dispise my pencil just because I have commenced writing with ink, I do not give up old friends quite so easily; no, I believe I shall always love to write with a pencil, just because I have used one so much since I have been sick. -- You would not be surprised to hear I was tired if you knew all that I have done this afternoon