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this I shall have nothing left to either go out after you, or to send to you consequently I shall have to sell some of our stock & I think the oxen will sell the best of any of it, but they will not bring near as much as they will if I can fat them for next winter, but I cannot help it. I feel very anxious to paint & fix the house before we go into it again, but I do not now see how I can possibly do it. I am sorry enough that I am so hard up but I have done the best I can. You don't know how anxious I am to get out of debt & I feel as if we better sell stock enough to pay up these little debts that I shall not be able to pay from my earnings here. What do you think about it. All we have to pay these little debts & support ourselves with is what i can earn besides our farm & stock on it. The land in this state under the most favorable curcum-