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5 the very last ones who would consent to my confining myself to office work on business even if I was willing myself & yet there has been no time since I began to be comfortable after my hemorrhage that there has not been a presure upon me to take a course that I knew & every one else who would think for a moment must have known would result in my speedy death. To me it seems the height of folly for me to invest what means you & I have in business for the reason that it would result either in the loss of what we invested or the loss of my life, for there is such a competition in business that to be successful requires not only good business talents but close application. You know the result of Charles business here & he had no family to support. If we had money enough so that I could go into some extension business where my whole time & attention could