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do not know how I am to get the help to do it; farm harvest are worth from 23 to 25 dollar per month & hard to be got at that. I have decided not to try & get a traveling agency any way for it will take me away from home so much. I cannot endure the thought of being deprived of home & wife & children. I am really home sick & must try some way to get over it. I intend now to go into society more than I have & to attend church & not to borrow trouble & anxiety about the out come of the Mill matters. I expect in this respect I shall be put to a pretty severe tish for I think David & Seamiing are destined to go under. David does not stand up to his troubles at all & I am fearful of the result. Trouble breaks him right down in