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and passing my time in gay, frivilous, amusements was to much for me to bear. And I could but blame myself for thoughtlesness. One consolation I have is that my darling Sisters, Children will be as well cared for, as is possible for them to be outside of a Mothers care, for I know that you will watch over them and take a Mothers interest in them. Was dear Carrie concious near the last? or did she die in one of her spasams? did she realise that she was going to die? and if so, did she have any parting words of affection for her friends? I want you to write, and give me full details of her last moments death etc. for all will be full of interest to me