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was allunderlined mental -- no earthly cause for it. I used to think I could stand it better if only there were some hard luck story to justify it. I've had more than enough of those in my day but never used to let them "throw" me as low as this recent case of the "blues".

  I can see how full of the

old pep you are -- with your dreams for the county weekly, etc. etc. You make me feel ashamed of myself for not trying to be more active in my own way towards helping to stir up things in which I might exert at least some small influence. I was