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when I first met you that you despised cleverness or in other words worldly capabilities. Somehow I felt that all people who had cracked thru despised incapability. I liked it in "Lady Chatterley's Lover" that he didn't make Mellor's a superhuman, Both he and Connie had a lot of humanness. I remember in the first letter I ever wrote you I told you how I moving? back and forth between the Christian ideal and Pagan light and color. It is time that the Pagan world backed something. They had little feeling for another human being as such. They were as hard hearted as stones. I think above all the mess Christianity or some other force has brought a human warmth into the world! Maybe this 2000 years was a step in mas growth. Lawrence and you have that warmth added to the Pagan joy of the flesh and senses. Since I met you and talked with you I am no longer ashamed to be tender. I think perhaps you have the right idea about selling the farm. An artist really hasn't any business with property that requires looking after. It tends to become a burden. I am pretty disorganized right now mentally. I will be awfully