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I never felt it was due to pride; but, honestly Sherwood, I just can't let myself bother other people about my damned mental woes and troubles. I am sure that is not what you meant. You meant that you turn to others for well I must be mixed up. Anyway, I had been for months so damned "flat", so near jumping off a dock, that I was longing to have some understanding friend to talk to about it all. Except for a doctor and pscychologist whom I would have loved to tell y about, I had not let myself talk about it to any man up here. You and I spoke of it over the phone the ? morning you called us up and I referred to it for a moment when I first saw you. And, frankly, had been looking forward to pouring