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Ugliness is as much a fact as beauty.  We can't get cynical.. indulge in self-pity - resentful.  I know you won't.

Go right back to painting Charles. In some way we'll keep the boat floating. As for my own plans I may sneak off - in a week or 10 days to one of the big industrial towns near NY - to Jersey City or Newark - or some such place and just hide there. I want now to finish my