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it is verry sensitive business to change Physicians particularly as we all have been situated here. but what must I do? my life was at stake? and Mr Nevens desired it, for two weeks ending last sunday The least particle of food that I took into my stomach gave me the most excrusiateing agony -- and so had that it was beyond indurance and I was frequently obliged to use means to vomit myself and throw it back Dr. E S felt very bad to have me resort to others for help but said he could not blame me for trying I likewise felt bad for him for I know he tried to cure me and shall ever respect him for it. But the greatest difficulty in my course has ever been over looked. I have ever been confidant of it. My food has sat now much better this week and Dr S S gives much incoriagment of being made better but will not say that I can ever get well. but that I do not expect. I expect now to remain here till the first of Nov. then Dr. S S leaves for Philadelphia it seams hard to me sometimes that I have been deprived of home and friends since a year last June in search of health and now find myself so much worse off than when I started, and got to remain so much longer Dr. Nevens leaves next Tuesday I shall miss her very much for it will reminde one more of home than ever. But this is quite to selfish. routing all about