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I am unwilling here to close my narrative without a still further allusion to events which I have overlooked, in passing. When I survey for [unclear] [illness?], constant and continued, it seemed rather singular how hope brings [unclear] the [unclear.] The practiced eye sight [unclear] after with tolerable [unclear] the true character of her [unclear], yet to admire the [unclear] hurry and appreciate its truth, would have been the [unclear] of just hope of recovery and would hasten the [rumination?] of life. A [unclear] of ones real [unclear], is [unclear] the characteristic of the [unclear], she was quite sure that she should [unclear] die with the [unclear], as she [unclear] or of regard is as a family disease, nor did she realize fully, before the winter of 1850, that this was [unclear] her last sickness.