no one could be more willing to go or die. She suffered very much not so much fever pain but a constant weakness and gradual decline. She had gone to a mere skeleton and we would hear no complaint except I am very weak and this cough is very harassing. Having been gradually going since unclear and suffering so much she was very much afraid of a protracted illness, at one time she said “ I feel very unhappy I am so rebellious I either want to go to heaven soon or get well directly. I am so afraid of having a long illness. I do not know what to do to be more resigned” but in a few hours afterwards she said “ I am so happy now I feel quite willing that God should do as he likes with me”. And from that time to her death she was all? happiness not a cloud to mar her hopes of heaven no unclear