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to try you, & I do most truly and deeply sympathise with you. Nearly all my letters from that way breathe a sorrowful spirit from the same cause; but some of them have added, "But some seem to be pleased, & I am glad if any can be benefitted." Now would it not be well for you to live now within yourself, to seek for renewal of your spiritual life more from your own prayers, reading, & thoughts & not be so sensibly effected by outward influences.