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11th Last night I had the figits just as Mama used too when we lived in Brooklyn and Pspa? was gone away. Nothing disturbed us however. This morning Olliver? had to go to Mr Fritz for some ??, so ? Mama got him to go to Mrs Bothers? who is in ? ? get me some Lobelies?. After he got back and brought it and went to the ? to ? his ? I went to work with fear? & trembling to take it. I took? ten spoon full in warm water which I had no sooner swallowed through?? it put? me in a violent pain? which lasted scratched out words great while? short time. I was to take? another spoonful in 15 minutes if the first did not ? me but I could not muster courage. in about ? hour I commenced vomiting, it brought bile as though it had gone too the spot?. ? I took so little that it did not ? me much. I have been sorry ever since that, I did not take any? more?. It is the most powerful stuff that I ever took it makes? one feel sick to the ends of their fingers and toes When I felt smart enough I read? Shakespear?. Mama washed. Caroline and Dick spent most of the day in [playing??] out of doors. Dick took his wagon and ? wood? chips for chips for us, he goes whistling along, or trying too so happy as anything. In the evening I commenced reading?. [Waverly?] aloud?. Oliver went into Aunt Abbys today? the ? sets and I have not heard that Charley? has got Papa? off of the ? yet