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2 pay something dear woman for our silly minds, don't we - always wanting to be great not daring to just even the ? out, and let her ride. There is an amazing good library here and I read as I haven't for years. Tried to paint but got only one clean fine thing out of about 20. Think my nerves were pretty much shattered when I came and I hadn't enough energy for writing and painting both. Many ? did pretty well but the dealers got scared of it. You know I had a little ? of success last year. I think it is over. The magazines are scared of me again aside from the financial thing its better ? If I have much here and got what I'm after E & I