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as well as our own! - I should have been profoundly grateful had he wished to do enough, unclear to attain the next level - which most be independence us. But that will surely come some other day. None of my much needed forces go in either longing, regrets or resentment. I suffered I suppose all that was much - I could suffer in the early discoveries of what Leo was - or was not to be to me, & the fact I had to face it, when circumstances (not he) took me unclear The fact that he considered me in the light of a despised interloper - tho I had known nothing whatever of him or his family when I so unclear done all I could to take care of one of his brothers, as he felt no appeal to do - and who, it has been he, in a long talk, appealed to me to make the link which, in fact, did bridge over a long estrangement between Andrew & himself. It broke me then only to recover stronger then ever thro the need to work to