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as well as our own! - I should have been profoundly grateful had he wished to do enough, unclear to attain the next level - which most be independence us. But that will surely come some other day. None of my much needed forces go in either longing, regrets or resentment. I suffered I suppose all that was much - I could suffer in the early discoveries of what Leo was - or was not to be to me, & the fact I had to face it, when circumstances (not he) took me unclear light