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2 pay something dear woman for our silly minds, don't we - always wanting to be great not daring to just even the sands out, and let her ride.

There is an amazing good library here and I read as I haven't for years.  Tried to paint but got only one clean fine thing out of about 20.  Think my nerves were pretty much shattered when I came and I hadn't enough energy for writing and painting both.  
Many Marriages did pretty well but the dealers got scared of it.  You know I had a little flare of success last year.  I think it is over.  The magazines are scared of me again aside from the financial thing its better. ?
If I have luck here and get what I'm after E & I