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Poor fellow! he does not want to do it. Hear what he say which is but a specimen "I see a great field of useful labor before me - a great har- vest to be garnered, and few laborers in the field. I need help - I need your help - your prayers - yourself." Oh dear what can I do? What ought I to do? Pray for me to be guided aright. I am sure it is had to repulse one who, more than a half- a-dozen years has striven hard to [?] such an one as your honorable friend. I do not regard him indifferently, how- ever [?] yet I should, I think if I did not know his love for me. Shall I let my heart love when judgment restrains me? Perhaps However it is pride or ambition, I cannot define it. Will you be offended if