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& resign? my long charge? at Ebensong?. Both Cambria? & Dodgvible? being very cold, bleak with open unclear parries around them - & eight mules of riding out every other Sabbath summer & winter over those? unsheltered? prairies with scanty supply of fuel or much protection which could not suit my age & strength at present. Several other good openings among both the Welsh & Eng: were inviting & yet strange apparently foolish to tell we gave them now all up to try poor Alliance! We know not what Heaven has in view all we know is that so has it turned out. In order even to get any footing to get ourselves down there renting to any advantage being out of the question crowded as it is we want to cast our whole "bread at once upon the waters" in building a house to live in as unclear Fathers? And what will you think of us? From? hitherto we have always had strength given us according to the Day& cannot unclear that our Heavenly Father is going to forsake us now in our old age too?