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as well as our own! - I should have been profoundly grateful had he wished to do enough, unclear to attain the next level - which must be independence us. But that will surely come some other day. None of my much needed forces go in either longing, regrets or resentment. I suffered I supposed all that was much - I could suffer in the early discoveries of what Leo was - or was not to be to me, & the fact I had to face it, when circumstances (not he) took me unclear The fact that he considered me in the light of a despised interloper - tho I had known nothing whatever of him or his family when I so unclear did all I could to take care of one of his brothers, as he felt no appeal to do - and who, it has been he, who, in a long talk, appealed to me to make the link which, in fact, did bridge over a long estrangement between Andrew & himself. It broke me down then only to recover stronger then ever thro the need to work but suspense of I became almost unclear and afterwards with the wonderful friendship to finish the load and obligation weighing me down in the Colonies - unclear that sudden miracle that carries me away from it all of my life. Lucky I've had courage and have still such an awful capacity to just signs of that nervous prostration left me! But you may not know that it was ten years before all the menace I unclear glad unclear how wonderfully you had managed Paula's legacy