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1 Dear Charles - It seems to me that I began closer to Gauguin but have come around until I am closer to Van Gogh. I hit out, trying to save myself from stupidity in people. Most people shit all over - in houses and in the streets. I think that man must have offended you because he was shitting on canvas, out there, in the face of nature. There's a lot of that done. I can't make out about people - why they want to be as they are. Mostly I sympathize with them. Maybe I have an air of superiority with a lot of people, like Gauguin. That offends. All the time, of course, I want love. I began like Gauguin, in business. I understand it fairly well. I could handle people. I came to hate the quality in myself. I was ashamed of