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(This was written sometime ago, I thought it had been mailed)  
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9/21/30
Dear Charles -
A man spends his life wavering back and forth between these two impulses
To go to the classic point of [[?]] , it seems to me a kind of seperation from our present day muddled life that I can't bear.
Such little gracious, amusing, [[absorbing?]] things do happen among people.  I go about, when I am well and strong with eyes and ears open.  So much pride at life in these [[?]] and in myself
They frustrate me.
I have the other [[inaction?]]